Thursday, January 9, 2025

Continuing An Icy Theme

Yesterday I shared my grandfather's story of ice harvesting in the early 20th century. As the thermometer hovers well below freezing this week, I share snippets from old newspapers to document ice house history in Potter County.

From 1910


from 1922

from 1932

from 1924

... and more from my grandfather, shared in his Golly column in 1969.

The youngster of today cannot remember his first dish of ice cream any more than he can remember his first slice of bread, but there was a time when ice cream was new. No one thought of eating ice cream only in midsummer and then only for a special treat on the Fourth of July or at a Sunday school picnic or church social.

Ice was necessary to make the delicious treat, and very few people had access to an ice house. Ice cost money – as much as ten cents for a good big cake. Ice cream freezers were expensive luxuries. Not many families could afford one at a cost of $1.50 to $2.50 – 12 to 20 shillings as the older people of that day might have said.

This writer remembers to this day his first experience with the frozen delicacy.

There was in Whitesville, the town of the long straggling main street, a kindly soul by the name of Bert Wildman. Bert had made a freezer of ice cream to sell at five cents a dish, or a whopping big saucer piled high for a dime.

Bert Wildman was kind, generous and thoughtful. He spied this scribe barefoot and in knee pants. There was no hope of a nickle or a dime sale, so he invited the little fellow to a treat. It was the most wonderful delicious ice cream ever made.

Kindly Bert Wildman departed this life years and years ago but we loved him as long as he lived and we still revere his memory.

Wednesday, January 8, 2025

The Iceman


From "Golly Column" 1967, written by my grandfather, W.D. Fish.

An old time expression - "that does not cut any ice!"

But times have changed in 50 or 60 years and we do not have to cut ice. We make it at home in our refrigerators.

A half century ago the late Robert R. Lewis harvested ice on an artificial lake at Camp Moxie, near Seven Bridges, to supply the summer needs of the people of Coudersport.

Hundreds of tons of clear clean ice were cut from the little lake, shot down a slide to the tracks of the Coudersport and Port Allegany Railroad, loaded on cars and hauled to this place. Here it was stacked in a huge ice house and stored for use in the heat of summer.

No doubt a goodly number of men were thankful for the employment this industry provided at $1.25 or $1.50 a day. There was no minimum wage of $1.25 per hour in that day.

During the summer season faithful Nick Gustwick, long since gone to his reward, delivered the ice to local residents fortunate enough to possess a refrigerator or an ice box.

Then came electric and natural gas machines, crude in their early days but greatly improved in a few short years, until today modern refrigeration is found in every home.

Harvesting ice was big business in the day when ice had to be stored in winter.



Tuesday, January 7, 2025

She TItled It 'My First Love'

I have inherited my mother's collection of family history - filed somewhat haphazardly into folders bearing the family surnames. Tucked away between the crowded folders were spiral bound notebooks full of her familiar scrawlings - a trove of memories, musings and observations. I share this essay entitled My First Love.

Florence "Mollie" Beach
Sunday, May 7, 1939

By Barbara Fish Heimel
I fell in love with my cousin Mollie when I was very young. Her visits were exclamation points in the routine of everyday life. Delicious anticipation followed the announcement that she would be visiting for a few days. Here was an adult who actually paid attention to children, was interested in our lives and our concerns.

Mollie was the one of the older children in a large family, the eldest daughter of my father's sister, Ettie. Her actual name was Florence Spicer, named for her mother's sister. Her father nicknamed her Mollie when she was hardly past infancy because she was always jolly!

I think her life was far from easy. They lived in a house that was little more than a shack, no electricity or plumbing and darned little money. It was hard for me to see how she could be my cousin when she was as old as my mother. I eventually figured it out.

When I was hardly more than a baby, she took me to her home in Hornell for a week or so while Mother and Dad and the two older kids went on a vacation trip. That was the first of several visits.

I knew my Grandmother Fish through Mollie's tales of their relationship. Sadly, I could never make that deaf old lady hear anything I tried to say to her.

Mollie loved to sing and dance and when she was in town, there were people around most every evening, playing cards or singing around the piano. Mollie used to play by ear as she certainly never could have afforded lessons. She would sometimes play old hymns with rolling chords and encourage us to sing along.

She smelled wonderful and often wore an amazing red fox fur piece -  a source of endless fascination with its beady glass eyes and magnificent bushy tail. Under the poor beast's chin was a clip that opened to fasten onto one of its dangling little black legs. I'm sure this was the height of fashion in the 1930s and I expect was all she had left of more prosperous days.

She identified herself as a grass widow, which meant there was no Mr. Beach around. She did, however, have a succession of gentlemen friends who were frequent visitors as well. Most of the men were Whitesville folks she had known for a long time, as had my dad. She had one son and never had a desire for any more.

Mollie with one of her 'gentlemen friends'

The suffering of childbirth was a perfect example to her of how men victimized women. I understood that to mean that male doctors refused to give any sort of pain relief to laboring women. I never did get the whole story on that. But, while she liked the company of men, she certainly didn't want one of her own. I also assumed that her husband had done her wrong, but I never felt it would be polite to inquire.

Countless times I went to Mollie for comfort when the world treated me badly. I could depend upon her to listen and sympathize and buoy me up, restoring my battered self confidence and wiping my tears. Then distracting me with tales of the exciting thing she had just read the night before and what did I think about it. And I was again a person of consequence when an adult would ask my opinion and listen thoughtfully to what I said.

When the banks failed in 1929, Mollie lost her savings and her home. Thereafter, she lived with different families as a practical nurse, looking after invalids or children. It grieved her greatly that she had no home.

She continued to spend vacations with us and how she and Dad would argue politics! She loved FDR and my Dad thought he was ruining the country. I really enjoyed their squabbling because each defended his or her position eloquently, but there was never any doubt of their affection for each other so the raised voices weren't scary. I still like a good argument, in fact.

In the early 1940s, Mollie. came to live in Coudersport to take care of an elderly couple. Upon their deaths, she was willed a tenant house on their property. She was so grateful and really enjoyed at last having a home of her own. When her own mother suffered a crippling stroke, Mollie brought her to this little house to care forher for the rest of her days.

She took great pride in being a member of the Daughters of the American Revolution and urged me to join also. Always interested in history, she joined the Potter County Historical Society soon after she had relocated to Coudersport and always attended their monthly meetings, often driving here and there to transport old folks who would otherwise not be able to get out for evening affairs.

Mollie eventually moved to Florida to live near her son and other family, helping to look after the 'old folks' in the trailer park. We went to see her several times, the last time in a nursing home, where she was still looking after the old folks. Not paying much attention to me, her face lit up when she saw Joe. "I don't know who you are," she said, "but you're a good looking man!"

She celebrated her 100th birthday in January 1991 and died in July of that year.


(Here's another picture of Mollie from my previous blog post. Brother Steve commented here about some of his memories of his mother's first love!)



Saturday, January 4, 2025

My Little Town, Part 2




Mrs. Dix's kindergarten was just a part of the neighborhood. You went down the street, past the Hoffman's driveway that led to their lawnmower repair shop, past the Hoffman's yellow house, past Mrs. Dudley's peaberry bush (you had to reach up and grab a peaberry every time you passed), past Mrs. Dudley's house, then the house that had apartments in it. My Aunt Florence lived there ("She's not your aunt, Janie, she's my cousin," said my mother. "Freddy calls her Aunt Florence, " I said. "She's not his aunt either."). Following the sidewalk around the peculiar way the street curved and then to the brick building with the big TAXIDERMY sign.

Walking on rainy mornings with the boy next door, David Bradley, wearing our raincoats with buckles and the hoods with the built-in visor, we splashed through the big puddle that formed on the sidewalk every time it rained. The same big puddle we jumped on in winter to splinter the ice.

Mrs. Dix welcomed a new class every fall to the high-ceilinged classroom with its big window facing the street. When you turned left, there was the kindergarten and straight back, another door led to In the Mr. Dix's taxidermy, a dusty mysterious place.

Update: Feb. 24, 2025
Imagine how delighted I was to unearth this photo of Happy Hours on an old computer file!
It shows the big front window and the venetian blinds I had forgotten.
From 1957, we see Roberta Hendryx (now Tucker), Fred Fish and Susan Frederick.


Everett and Twila were their names, though calling adults by their first names was out of the question. In addition to the kindergarten and the taxidermy, they also had antiques - Mrs. Dix collecting china dolls with  dusty hair and vacant eyes and Mr. Dix, those tall three-wheeled cycles, that he sometimes rode in parades.

This was a private kindergarten, established to get the community's five-year-olds ready for first grade at a time when there was no kindergarten in the Coudersport School Jointure. My grandparents paid my tuition - or dues as she called it - $10 a month. 

perhaps I was practicing my penmanship
on the invitation to graduation.

 Mrs. Dix was grandmotherly, though she and Mr. Dix had no children or grandchildren. She twinkled in that way of grandmothers in the little golden books, a cloud of rosewater, lipstick that collected in the wrinkles around her lips and the kind of shirtwaist dresses with matching belts that all the old ladies wore. She would sit at her desk twiddling her fingers, her reading glasses on a chain around her neck, while we were working at our desks, seated in the squeaky chairs, both feet on the floor.

She favored very elaborate and exciting 'programs' to celebrate the seasons, culminating in the graduation program in the spring. It was expected that parents would dress their girls in white dresses with crinolines, patent leather Mary Janes and ankle socks with ruffles and the boys in little boy suits or at least shirts with ties, their shoes freshly polished. 

 

Susan Frederick shared this 1957 photo with me as we
gathered for our high school class reunion last summer.
She's in the front and her mother the lady watching
in the grown-up chairs. Susan still has her diploma -
celebrating her as a master of rhymes I believe.



 

Thursday, January 2, 2025

My Little Town

Just two houses down the street lived Mrs. Dudley. She wore flowered dresses, often protected with an over-the-shoulder apron, and her thin, gray hair was pulled in a tiny, tidy bun at the back of her neck. She was very much a lady. She wore black rubber knee protectors and had a rug she carefully folded and put under herself when she tended the flowers. Other times she wore canvas wedgie-type shoes, navy blue in color, with heavy cotton stockings on her legs. She was in her 80s, which seemed impossibly old, and her most remarkable feature was her dowager's hump. 

Behind her cottage was a big backyard that led to the river. There were tall trees for shade and flower gardens with lush growth of poppies, delphiniums and a riot of spring flowers from bulbs - tulips and daffodils and snowdrops and crocus.

In front, tucked between the sidewalk and the porch was a rambling flowering crab apple tree with white flowers giving way to "pea berries" or small hard green balls. You always grabbed a handful as you sailed by on your bike or walked under its branches. The boys loved to use them in pea shooters or sling shots.

We passed her house on our preferred route to church, to town, to school. I rarely ventured beyond the front porch that wrapped around, joining the parlor door and the everyday door. You just stepped up and there you were on the sloping floorboards. She sat on a wicker couch on the porch, with a faded flower chintz cushion at her back. She would sometimes be asleep when I sped by on my blue Western Flyer bike and I often made several trips to assure myself she hadn't died there on the porch in the afternoon heat. 

The porch was partially obscured by large hydrangea bushes on the everyday door side. Although I didn't know what those bushes were, they made a perfect screen from the street and they lent a dampness and coolness to the porch, even in the summer. 

One summer Debbie, Vicki and I spent many afternoons on that porch, sitting at Mrs. Dudley's  feet on the scratchy brown porch rug,  as she read to us from her old cracked leather copy of Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. I can still remember her pointing out those old pen and ink illustrations - so different than the riotous Disney version that had played at the Coudersport Theatre. We thought we were well past the age of being read to and made a solemn pact not to tell the others what we did each afternoon, behind the hydrangea bushes.

Mrs. Dudley had two handsome grandsons - contemporaries of my older brothers - who came to spend the summers with her. There were notorious for the trouble they caused. But, trouble back then and trouble today are two different things. I thought it was strange that those boys had no father. Their mother, a soft spoken lady who drove a foreign car with New Jersey license plates, dropped them off each summer and picked them up before school was to begin. But their father was absent - not dead but divorced it was whispered.

"I must tell you one of my memories of you that I love," Mrs. Dudley wrote on a card she sent me when I graduated from high school. "When you were about four years old, I said to you one day 'You are a lovely little girl Janie.' You replied, 'I know it, my Daddy tells me so.' I don't think your Daddy and I would have any quarrel now."

I was relieved that she hadn't mentioned this other memory from about the same time of my life (chronicled in my grandfather's Golly column here.)


The time came when Mrs. Dudley could no longer manage on her own in that little cottage just two doors down and her daughter came and loaded her up in the foreign car and she was gone. It wasn't long before a family with young children moved in and then the crab apple tree was cut down and the gardens grew to weeds.


(Click here to read another memory of Mrs. Dudley)






Monday, December 23, 2024

Telling The Truth?

The hardest thing is telling the truth. That's the prompt I chose for our fledging Potter County writing group in early October.

Go for the jugular I heard writing guru Natalie Goldberg tell me and the other 1,000 or so writers from across the world as she smiled secretively from my computer screen. Tell the truth.

But when does the truth come as self-indulgence - that sin of sin in my Puritan background. Puritans with their stern black clothing and even sterner rules. Johanna characterized our family as such long ago when she was new to this part of the world and to this particular family. And I remember that.

Truth telling in my writing - thoughts not self-indulgent but rather self-aware – not only the sparkling, fuzzy, warm things - but the dark, gray, sharp, icy things. Good thoughts and bad thoughts.

Again, Natalie's voice, "No bad, no good. Feel free to write the shittiest prose or poetry as the scribbles pour out on the page. Keep the hand moving." She also talked about the hardest part, removing the self- censor, the editor, the little demon sitting on your shoulder begging for attention as he (and it is a he!) tells me "you suck, that's crap, you're kidding yourself if you think you're a writer."

Looking back at files of my writing - those typewritten - yes typed on a typewriter and it needed a new ribbon - on newsprint. Some of was good - quite good - and some of it was ghastly - truly shitty and I'm the judge. That's my truth.

And if we don't tell our truth who will?

And what if I don't want to write about pain or sadness or frustration, disappointments and anger? Naming and recognizing those emotions, feelings, thoughts. If I don't and if nobody does, each of us is alone in those same things.  

It's hard to come to any kind of comfort with this truth at this time, in this place - in this United States of America. 

Tuesday, December 10, 2024

Linotype

As we planned my mother's memorial service, I knew I would tell about the years we spent working together at our family's newspaper. I didn't know exactly how I would frame it and in the weeks between her death and the arrival of our far-flung family for the ceremony in her church, I struggled with how to tell the story.

But just two days before the service, words began to flow. 


Since my mother has died, several have related to me that they first met her when on a tour of the local newspaper office. It was common for Camp Fire Girls and Cub Scouts to plan a visit the local newspaper. Kids would follow their leaders through that old swinging door back into what we all called 'the back room' and there would be this little lady, perhaps clad in her infamous orange and white striped pants, an inkstained apron tied behind her back and wearing that big smile.


She was a linotype operator. Linotype you ask? It’s just what it says - a machine that produces a line of type. It was a giant contraption and she sat in a rolling chair before the complicated keyboard. Her fingers flew across the keys accompanied by the clickety clack of the pullies and other mysterious innards of the machine. She’d press the lever with her right arm and soon a lead slug – line of type – would magically drop into the tray. And that was how the type you’d read each week in the newspaper was produced. Week after week, year after year.


From the time I was in elementary school, my mother walked those six blocks to work every day at a job she loved. She took great pride in mastering the intricacies of the linotype, loading the big magazines of brass matrixes that made up a font onto the machine, tinkering with whatever needed just the right touch to function. I can still see her on that worn-out rolling chair, her legs neatly tucked to one side, her feet clad in her Hush Puppy oxfords, She worked five and one-half days a week, and often going back to work in the evening on Mondays and Tuesdays, after fixing dinner for the seven of us. No take-out at the Heimel house!


As a child I was resentful when my mother went to work and I believed the only reason she was hired was because her father owned the newspaper. Those men in the print shop had to put up with her because she was the boss’s daughter. I wanted her to have a lady’s job– maybe in an office. It was embarrassing to have a mother who worked with the men in a dirty old print shop.


It was when I went to work at the newspaper - likely hired exactly because I was a family member - that I discovered a side to my mother that I had never imagined. She was the one knew just how everything worked and she was the one with the answers. I quickly came to realize that she more than held her own as the mechanical superintendent in the back room of the Enterprise. What a foolish girl I had been! 


I cherish those years spent working at the newspaper with my mother. She taught me how to design an ad or a pamphlet or even a book and how to mark up an ad for the typesetters. There were rules of typography– rules such as never use all upper case italics and, for heaven’s sake, don’t use every available typeface in the same document! I learned how to set my own type - not on the linotype but on the newfangled phototypsetting equipment. And pasteup – keeping all those lines of type straight!


Then there was proofreading, a special skill to spot the mistakes - the typos. Those of us in the business would always be just a little horrified when one found its way past all scrutiny and onto the printed page.


Though I’ve been long retired from using those skills learned from my mother at a paying job, I still use them. As a matter of fact, the funeral program you are reading today was my creation and yes, she was with me as I selected the fonts, decided about placement of the photo and other graphics and put everything together in an easy-to-read document that does the job it needs to.


She was also with me when I spotted the typographical error. I probably should have just thrown the pages away and reprinted but no - knowing how my mother was loathe to waste anything - I decided to let it stand.


Yes, I have learned the lessons well.





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