How Small We Are!

Miss Green was my fifth grade teacher. I cried on the summer afternoon my mother came home from work as a linotype operator at The Potter Enterprise with the news that my name appeared on the list of students assigned to Miss Green. I had been holding out hope that Mr. Anderson would be my teacher and that Debbie Beier and I would be in the same room. I was bitterly disappointed.

I settled in to Miss Green's classroom on the second floor of the downtown school that fall and learned her rhythms and also learned not to snicker at her singing voice for she made me stand in front of the class one fateful day. "Janie Heimel, if you think you can sing so well, come up here and sing a solo." It still brings a flush of shame.

my artist brother Steve doctored this
magazine cover to imply Shepard was
looking at a playboy model.

It was the miracle of space flight that captured Miss Green's attention that winter of 1962. She told us about Mercury program, with its lofty goals of manned spaceflight. She told us of the bravery of Alan Shepard as he rode into space in Freedom 7 the previous spring, setting the stage as excitement for John Glenn's trip around our planet built that winter.  Friendship 7, a fitting name for his spaceship, and I can still hear the inflection of excitement in her low-pitched voice as she shared that bug-eyed look that commanded our attention and captured my imagination. 

It was Miss Green who made sure we took our turns in the auditorium as the drama of John Glenn's daring trip around the earth played out on the lone television on the auditorium stage. Others may correct me, but I remember cheering as he was cleared for the third of three orbits and the splashdown in the Atlantic Ocean, all narrated by that most trusted of our generation's icons, Walter Cronkite of CBS News.

Who can forget those moments of silence as communications ceased when the capsule plummeted toward earth? And finally the voice of John Glenn, our All-American hero, "Boy, that was a real fireball!"

I was a teenager, watching the report on the console television in Susan Frederick's comfortable living room when the Apollo 1 rocket blew up in a fireball on the launch pad at Cape Kennedy, killing the three astronauts aboard. That was 1967.

It was 1969, just after I graduated from high school that the trio of Armstrong, Aldrin and Collins set off for the moon. Cronkite's trusted voice told us of touchdown on that warm summer night. "Man on the moon, oh boy," he said as he moved the familiar glasses from his face to wipe his eyes, much like he had in announcing the death of JFK just five years earlier.

NASA's recent Artemis II mission to the moon unfolded for me mostly on the internet - something Miss Green likely never imagined. The old excitement - and apprehension - all came flooding back to this baby boomer. The delight of the four brave space travelers - Reid Wiseman, Victor Glover, Christina Koch and Jeremy Hansen - the sharing of spectacular image after image, the seriousness of their mission and our collective breath-holding as they made their way back around from the dark side of the moon and then, finally to the splashdown, this one in the Pacific.

Since then, the Artemis II astronauts have been making the rounds of talk shows and podcasts telling their story - NASA's story. 

My fifth grade self could likely have been one of the children asking questions of the astronauts in this episode the The Daily by the New York Times.

Questions like: "Why did you go on this mission when it was super duper, duper, duper risky?" and "Can you drink soda in space?" and "What is it like to go to the bathroom in space?" and finally, "who farts the most in space?"

And then there was this: "My question for the Artemis crew is, how do you think people will look back at this mission in 50 years?" That's a question Miss Green might have posed, perhaps thinking of us eager fifth-graders who would still be on this planet 50 years hence.

This one, the red-faced solo singer, writes here, 64 years later,  looking back, looking forward, still marveling, still in awe of all things space.